SINGLE...and not so happy about it...ok so this is the 3rd time adam has dumped me and this time ive had enough...even if he crawled back on his hands and knees i wont take him back...not now not ever...if you are reading this adam that was your last chance...
Anyways the guy im looking for {this is a perfect list and i kno that no guy is gonna be exact but if he is at most 3 points off he still has a chance}
The way I imagine a perfect guy...
A. Personality
1. MUST be at least a little funny { a guy who can make me laugh while im crying for whatever reason would be awesome }
2. Can you say a little crazy? This comes with being funny and slightly random
3. A bit serious { sometimes definitely not all the time id hate a guy whos serious all the time }
4. Must like little kids { i dont want them of my own but i have babysitting and some of my friends are girls who are younger and are kidof like little sisters to me (if a guy cant deal with kids hes screwd) i also am a Jr counselor during the summer and i love it cuz little kids are so crazy and hyper }
5. Devotion and Loyalty { i know those sound really adult-like but what im saying is dont flirt with other girls when you have a girlfriend and certainly dont cheat on her ( it hurts more than i can put into words... im speaking from experience there ) }
6. Deep thinker { i write alot and thinking deep comes with being a writer... i think about why im on earth and frankly it sometimes scares me that no one else seems to do that anymore...everyone is so caught up doing a million things at once that no one has time to stop and sit outside and ponder the universe for a while...i know that sounds insane but heres what im usually asking myself when im pondering : 'Is there a god at all?' 'What is the purpose of our race?' 'Why am i sitting here thinking this?' 'When will the human race over populate?' ...etc...}
{ sori for going into detail but it helps me explain }
7. Playing an instrument is a bonus { at this point i am learning guitar and i used to be in the percussion section of the band at my school music is a big part of me seeing as how when i learn guitar well enough i can start putting the lyrics i write to music }
8. Thoughtful... a guy who knows how im feeling even if im quiet or who knows what im thinking is awesome but im not asking for a clairovoyant here ...most ppl who are not as dense as a rock can sense when someone is sad... my emotions are especially guarded... i have gone to acting camps and will have been in one musical and one play by summer time... but that just further reinforces the emotion barrier { also a guy who in my mind is thoughtful will come up behind me sometimes and hug me or scare me out of my wits }
9. Nice {i know everyone has heard this but what i mean is if this guy is not nice to my friends i dont like him immediately...i trust my friends more than anyone in the world and if they dont like the guy unless theres an explainable reason he is as good as single
10. MUST be somewhat intelligent { i dont have the time to deal with someone who doesnt know what i mean if i said 'i am about to commense with the placement of my body onto my designated obect for resting.' it means im gonna go sit on my bed my Christ sake! or 'i shall in the near future establish a link by computational deivice via the internet to a service you call AOL instant messanger please arrange a rendevous' it means im getting on aim please get online too. } i dont talk like that all the time so dont worry but i sometimes get silly and talk in big words and i often quote Shakespeare and other works of leterature... get used to it...lol...
B. Looks
This differs from guy to guy... mostly id like a darker haired guy, bright eyes { not color but energy like someppl have dull eyes and some have really sharp eyes }, somewhat punk-ish and maybe a lil' gothic but not a depressed totally emo wrist slitter...im not scared of those ppl but i wouldnt like to have one as my bf... im in the process of writing a book so umm my looks preferences are basically a description of the main guy character { whose name happens to be Andrew...Andy as i call him outisde of my story is my idea of a perfect guy but im not looking for perfect but im hoping to get as close to perfect as reality will allow with this huge list of basically meaningless crap...}
info about me...: im rather smart, im a poet, i love horses, my friends mean the world to me, i think im short (5'1-2-3" i dont kno exactly), i love being outside, i can protect myself pretty well {im hopefully taking kickboxing over the summer and learning some combat stuff from my dad, i love shooting my aerosoft gun {no paintballs my dad said id be too dangerous}, i love animals { i have 4: 1 dog, 1 parrot and 2 Hedgehogs...i want a snake but my parents dont like them...i also like ducks }, i daydream alot, i want to go to Narnia! { dont think i ever will but its worth wishing for }, i love to read { most recently (last 2 weeks): the entire Chronicles of Narnia (all the books) and im about to finish Deception Point by the guy who wrote The Da Vinci Code and Angels and Demons (Dan Brown) }, im kinda athletic...{ kinda } { i did play volleyball for a little and im hyper alot but i dont like many sports...im not a big sports fan (no fave teams or anything) }, I NEED A GUY THAT CAN KEEP UP WITH ME ! { im not sure what i even mean by that but...
...anyways i have to get to sleep now cuz of Drama rehearsal tomorrow... cya fer now
~ Lyra | 
fire...and umm what else..oh yea i cleaned my room...which i havnt done in forever and i found my diary from like a year ago....crraaazzy crap in there...i crossed alot of it out...hahahaha.....sori...and umm well if anyone has a cost efficient way to get to ft worth by tonight on $100...please tell me immediately...well in other news my aim is working on this comp so im happy...wait for it...YAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYY.....ok...lol...and i seriously want a puppy badly...if only my mom would say yes...cuz my cousins have puppies and they are mini yorkies and i lobve them mucho....and i want the smalllll one her name is tina!!...and umm other than that...its all good-ness...and if anyone else wants to help the kittens the post below this is the place to put ur name and crap...so yea...well i hope you all have fun on new years...i sure will have fun lighting stuff with ...FIIIIRRREEE....i lobve fire...well thats all...baaaiiii...!